Had training today, thought it would be cancelled because of the rain. We had to dry the whole court before we could play. Practised our two pointer shootouts, I didn't manage to score much though. Coach asked me to try shooting without jumping, but I found it hard though. I observed like almost everybody and they all jumped and shot. So I went back to my old way of shooting. We were taught positions today, at first it was kind of confusing but I sort of got it in my head anyway. Played match after that, using the zone method and I found it easier, better. Not bad though. After training, went to Hougang mall mcdonalds for dinner, as usual I always eat the same meal. Finally,went home after that.

I think it was just infactuation, but now, I have no idea. Maybe it's just infactuation again.

I'm holding on by letting go of you
;11/12/2006 02:07:00 AM

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Went for Eunice Leong chalet, just came back today and now im having headache because not enough sleep. Chalet was fun though time passed real fast. But it was kind of chaotic though.

1st day, didnt do anything much but packed our stuff and I was like the maid of the chalet because it was real messy, couldn't take it. Eunice leong also. Val, cherly and I played a prank on the girls by throwing away their slippers but we got scolding instead and have to clean their slippers. Got bbq but still went to macs because wasn't full. We played water bomb at the beach and the firework sticks, don't know what the name is and threw it high up to the sky. After that we were suppposed to sleep but couldn't so we went to watch the sunrise. Sat there for one hour but it didn't rise because cherly made us go to early so we went back to chalet and slept.

2nd day, we went to ESCAPE, it was only six bucks, darn cheap. Went to the haunted house first, I walked quickly, kept screaming with my ears covered but it was not really scary though. After that we went to sit the pirate ship, we screamed like insane though it was not scary and eunice leong got sore throat because of that. Sat the pepsi 360 thing and I felt as though I was going to fly out. Me and Val went swimming after that with the bimbos. I went back to ESCAPE after that and we got bbq again. Later was chaos but overall it was alright.

3rd day/last day, we packed our stuff and went back home and met up again to eat. Went to the arcade and I left for home after that and slept.But im having headache now, shall go sleep later.

Tskk. My left hand is aching now, no idea what's wrong with it. My old injury is acting back but have to get used to it. No choice.
Some times I feel the urge but I scared I will regret it. No idea what's going through your mind, but I think it shall remain like that.

I'm holding on by letting go of you
;11/05/2006 10:15:00 PM

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Today is a start of a new month. I really don't want to waste my holidays, I want to do the things that I need to do. Time passes real fast, so I have to treasure it.

Sorry if we were being too straightforward to you but it's for your own good. Maybe if we tell you then you could change. But this does not mean we don't like who you are now. You are a very nice person, you can be real talkative but it's by nature, I supposed. Or maybe because you're a high S. Some times when I need some one to talk to, you're always there for me and you know I am too. Anyways, I still love who you are, Annabel.
(:

Some times what you say, really bothers me. It just makes me wonder.

I'm holding on by letting go of you
;11/01/2006 10:43:00 PM

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