I'ts been kind of long since I last blog. People kept reminding that my blog is rotting so no choice. I don't know if I was really affected by the news or it was just myself. I pressed the shampoo with no intention of using it and put facial foam on my hand and forgot what I was supposed to do with it. I don't know if I was depressed over it or what, what if I really am. Does it mean something? I don't want to confirm it because i'm afraid that there would be misunderstanding or things would turn out wrong. I wonder if it's the same for you.

Some times I feel as if there's a part of me that still won't let go and this caused me to hate myself even more.

Anyways, NEOPETS IS NOT CHILDISH. It's actually quite fun if you play it.

I'm holding on by letting go of you
;10/25/2006 11:26:00 PM

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Exams are over! (:

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad

Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All i wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
I'll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

I'll need you
I'll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

I'm holding on by letting go of you
;10/12/2006 10:48:00 AM

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